OH-VER

IT'S OVER!

almost.

Geog was actually easy,

but as many would know,

I didn't study much haha.

I'll get whatever i deserve...

奥巴马

Obama won!

Btw his name translated

to chinese is 奥巴马.

I have no idea why

I went to find that out haha.

I didn't even retake chinese,

if  I had,

I would have been in school

this morning instead of rotting at home.

I haven't even finish

studying ONE CHAPTER of geog.

Take note, I said one CHAPTER,

NOT one topic.

I want to watch avenue q!

Probably going to watch

with my cousins either

this weekend or next.

We haven't even book tickets...

I hope it doesn't get sold out.

Can't wait for the next Wed,

LAST PAPER WOOHOO!

new skin, new url

Hello!

Just changed my url,

so please relink me everyone =D

Oh my gosh,

I've wasted so much time,

last major paper

is on thursday,

human geog.

I just spent more than 2 hours

doing this blog,

I hope I start studying soon.

small hands

After years of comparing

with other people,

I know that I have

really small hands.

Hai so stupid...

It makes it harder to play guitar.

HAH!

Okay Jocelyn just wants

to embarass herself.

She told me to

post what she did

during communion.

Haha, it was damn funny,

first she hit my cup,

and a tiny bit of

ribena spilled out,

so she asked tissue

from someone.

Heh, little did she know

she would be needing

alot of tissue.

I looked towards the right

for a few secs,

when I turned back,

she spilled her whole cup!

Not only did she

spill her cup,

she spilled it over

mine and Jolene's book!

I've no idea

how it spilled,

she wasn't even holding it...

Somebody is just clumsy.

Haha, it's okay I forgive you for making my book smell like ribena.

ss - self study

!@#$%^&*

I am going to fail.

Stupid SS, stupid history,

stupid humanities subjects.

SS - self study,

damn the person

who said that.

A3, I really think

CT hates us,

no surprise though.

If only we learnt something

during her lessons,

everyone could have

been much better off...

I've studied 1 out of 3 topics,

I don't know

how I'm going to

pull through.

I don't want a 6 on my cert.

fcuk

I want this t-shirt!!!!!!!!!

no more tuition!

I just finished

my LAST MATHS TUITION

for the year.

I think the feeling

is similar to how prisoners

feel when they

get out of jail =D

I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!!

E maths P2 tomorrow

MORNING =(

got to wake up early...

SS and Geog P2

are the major concerns now,

I HATE HUMAN'S.

Met my junior from percussion

at the bus stop just now,

I miss the people,

not the band!

Haha, I think I might

go back next year

just to meet up,

NOT to help band!

See the silver thing, it's a cowbell from band. I BORROWED it, just haven return ;D

Happier

Haha, okay at least history is over.

I think I would fail my SEQ.

Now thinking about it,

I realise I didn't write much.

Hahaha, it's over,

that's my only comfort.

Yesterday went for dinner

at tung lok signature at vivocity.

The service was damn bad,

my father was quite pissed,

the stupid waitress

doesn't even know how to

take orders properly.

Totally unsatisfactory dinner,

a total waste of money.

Went shopping after that,

I bought a pair of jeans

and a t-shirt...

this seems to repeat itself,

last year when it was my mother's

birthday I also bought

stuff for myself ;D

Went to eat ice cream

at six avenue after that,

had mango ice cream

and yoghurt ice cream!

Haha, the yoghurt ice cream

tastes like yoghurt,

sour sour one,

quite nice =D

I want to go mission trip!!!

Too bad my parents don't

want to let me.

My mother keeps saying

"After O levels then  see".

But they already booked

flight tickets argh.

If my parents suddenly

say yes and let me go,

I wonder how I'm gonna go,

book another flight maybe HAHA.

Zzzz they're willing to

buy me macbook and a whole lot

of other stuff,

but they won't let me go for this...

they better not use money

as an excuse when I ask them again,

I'll just get so mad.

Damn I sound so spoilt,

haha please excuse my behaviour,

I'm not usually like that!

its just that I really

want to go for this.

ah haha

F9 for history.
I've hardly studied it.
I feel so so bad
right now.


Going out for dinner,
celebrating my mother's
birthday which is in
two days.

A1A1A1A1A1A1A1

I think my A1
for A Math is gone =(
Made alot of mistakes in paper 2.


Shit... this sucks.

GEOGGEOGGEOGGEOG

I shouldn't be blogging.
I shouldn't be reading blogs.
I shouldn't even be on the computer.
Wth.


So I think Amaths P1 was fine,
maybe P2 would be harder.
Haven't found a
single mistake so far. (I'm not really looking very hard)
Hopefully there aren't any.
Its so funny talking
about the answers and
hearing my friends swear
when they realise
they got the wrong answer.
Its nice.


Physical Geog paper tomorrow.
I need to study,
I'm supposed to be
really worried right now.
But I'm not!
What is wrong with me.
Someone give me
some motivation please,
I've been reading breaking dawn!
OH MY GOSH,
I AM SO DEAD.
I feel so free,
I shouldn't be,
only three papers have
been done,
there's still alot left.
My bed is calling me,
but I shouldn't sleep,
ARGH.



Hey, marc if you read this, do you have a new blog? Just realised your blog is gone.

GGM

Irfan you are fantastic!!

If anyone takes offence i'm sorry.

o's

GOOD LUCK FOR O'S EVERYONE =D

waaaaaa

I HATE my com =(
Damn shit la,
it just shuts off
for no reason whatsoever.
Haha, but it'll be
a good reason to
get a macbook!
It just shut off again.
Third time already and
it has not even reached
the desktop.
If I can get it on,
first thing I'm going to
do is BACKUP ALL MY SONGS!
I'll be so sad
if I lose all my songs.


Today I stayed
at home the whole day,
contemplated going
to school to study,
decided not to,
slacked at home instead.
Sucks la,
first paper is
in THREE DAYS
and I'm still playing.
I should be studying
really really hard.
I just realised that
O levels last for
less than a month! hahaha
So O's would be over
in less than a month!!!
Bad thing is
I wouldn't know what
to expect for my results,
I need to study
REALLY REALLY REALLY HARD
to do well for
humanities and to
get A's for sciences,
I think a/e maths are in the bag,
but I must be sure,
so I still have to
practice maths like crazy!
I'm running out of TIME.


And Iphone is super distracting,
I can access msn anytime,
that's how distracting it is,
I use it during class,
at tuition etc haha.


I love yahoo answers!
The questions some
people ask are just
so damn funny!
Go read if you got time.
And I end my post.


GOOD LUCK FOR O'S EVERONE,
WORK HARD NOW!
YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING
AND NOT READING THIS,
tag before u go and study ;D

confirmed

Got my acceptance

to trinity college already.

Not such a big deal really,

it's not hard 

to get in.

YOU are probably

able to get in if 

you're not just some

random person who

chanced upon this blog.

This week is

supposed to be study break.

Doesn't feel like

a study break at all,

I'm still going

back to school and

I still come home past 7pm.

Damn tuitions,

no more 8hrs math

each week after October!

First paper is Chemistry P2,

it's on the coming Monday.

I wonder why I'm not

even bothered that

I have not touched my

SS or Geog,

screw it haha.

habanero

something random.

Kj brought back a special chilli

the other time.

It's called habanero and

is the world's 2nd hottest chilli.

It's so hot that

you're supposed

to wear gloves to

touch/cut it.

Its seed is the hottest part,

Haha, my mother planted it.

The birds in my area have

been eating the other

chilli's my mother planted.

The birds finally

met their match I think.

You see,

the birds usually finish

off the chilli,

this one on

the other hand,

left a hole in the chilli.

Hahaha, one peck and

it probably died.

When the other

habanero chilli's got ripe,

they were not touched.

I think all the other bird's

learnt a lesson from that

stupidbirdwhopeckedaholeinthechilli.

The habanero's that were not touched.

See the one on the right with the hole? The green ones would turn orange soon.

FOUR a THREEE

FOUR a THREE

I'll miss us.

Heh, no more.

Today was the last

day of school,

next time we meet

besides during exams

would be grad night,

then NO MORE!

Haha, we all better

keep in contact.

Okay, not everyone is here.

But this is the most

we would have been able to

get right?

Our WONDERFUL attendence,

HAHAHA.

=D

everyone says: "UP YOURS!" (the amazing things we say to our teachers)

emotions

I so want to get out.
Just to stop all these emotions.

F@#$

bored already.

Zzz, wasted.
I woke up at 7.30,
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!
Totally wasted.
Now I'm so bored,
can't fall asleep again.

virus

Wa shit,
I'm never going to
sit next to Joel Lim again.
I left school early,
sick.
Slept at home till
about one plus,
then went to see doctor.
I might be coming down with
a virus or something,
damn.


Went to IDP to apply
for trinity college,
saw Danny there!
Never knew he
worked there.
So anyway I'll be
getting the reply
by tomorrow,
super fast haha.
I'll probably be taking
physics, chemistry, maths1
and maybe econs or math2.
Heard that their
sciences are pretty hard,
like A level science
but more in depth.
My mum also says that
maths2 is super hard,
so probably would not take
it as I do not plan
on going into engineering.
The 2 compulsory subjects
are English and History of Ideas.
Haha, the english has like 3 parts,
drama, literature and academic.
And the person said
history of ideas
is like GP in Singapore.
So with 2 compulsory and
physics, chemistry and maths1,
I'll be able to go to
most courses at UNI level.


Not going school tomorrow,
YES! =D
Hahaha, doctor gave me mc
and I convinced my mother
to let me use it.
No school tomorrow ^^

tired

Haha, some random pic I took on the way back home in the car.









I feel really really really tired.

dog shit

Haha, so today,
assembly at the tennis courts.
Next to my class
on the right,
between 4a3 and 4a2,
there was dog shit or
some kind of shit
on the floor.
Really funny cos
both our classes were
trying to get people
to step on it.
We were always so close...
everybody was very lucky
or unlucky, whichever...
Even when it rained
halfway and everyone had to
go up to their classrooms,
NO ONE stepped on it!!
Like whenever its
a near miss everyone
would go "SHIT!..." (or an exclamation similar)
We even tried to
get the teachers to step on it...
we failed miserably.
So besides that school was really boring today.


I think its unfair that
the muslims get to leave
school early...
during chinese new year
EVERYONE gets to leave early.
Haha, I have no idea
why it suddenly crossed my mind.
Please excuse my errant thoughts.


Happy eve of Children's Day everyone.

F1

The F1 final race was today.
And on the way back
from dinner, we drove past orchard.
The whole place was
SUPER EMPTY!
A really rare thing at like 8+pm.
Haha, there were few cars
and few people along the road.
Should have gone
orchard to eat dinner!!!
Went to some other
hotel for buffet dinner.
Can't remember the hotel's name
but the restaurent is
called "the square".
Been there so many times la.
Sick of the place.

Was watching the
F1 race just now,
its quite nice la,
especially the crashes.
My friend was like
telling me to
pray for more crashes HAHAHA.
I think the safety car
for the race is damn cool.
Can't remember the make
of the car though.

I'm going to sleep
through school tomorrow
for sure.
Hahaha its 1am
and I'm still blogging.
Glad i got no tuition tomorrow,
COME HOME SLEEP!

Sooooo, I should probably
be able to get into
trinity college with
my results.
Going to apply soon.
Might wait for shuhuei to go
and apply, cos I think we are
consulting the same person haha.
Anybody reading this
going melbourne to study? lol

clothes

Just remembered
I bought some clothes from
armani exchange,
my sister/mother/aunty
were ordering their own clothes,
so I decided I wanted
some stuff too.
It is so much cheaper online!
I'm so glad I got a cousin
in america ^^
Armani exchange only ships
to U.S. addresses like
many other brands...
I'm waiting in
anticipation of my
new clothes hahaha.


I am so materialistic.

bad day

Tuition wasn't good today.
I hate tuition.
Today I sat down at tuition
till my legs ached.
You might think I would
have done alot of work
since i hadn't move.
However, I only managed
to complete one paper.
'Bukit Panjang Government High" Amaths prelim p2.
Its damn bloody hard.
Part of the reason
why I only managed to do
one paper.
Was really distracted
during tuition too,
playing "bubble bash"
on my iphone, super fun game!

Here is my list of Amaths papers to do. Only one paper out of the seven received is completed...


Hmm, feeling very lifeless now,
Someone tell me a JOKE please :)

a sleepy happy day

I'm so happy.
Slept for quite long
today and
haven't done any work yet.

hot weather

Argh, I'm sick, got fever.
Why couldn't it have happened
like yesterday or during the week.
Wasted la, cannot take mc zzz.

I should be resting right?





Nah don't feel like it.

slow

Nothing much
has been happening.
School's been normal and all.


Had 4 hours of tuition just now,
realise I do work
much slower than when
I'm in the exam hall.
Did only 3 quarters of paper 2 Amaths
in 2hours+.
Maybe I work better
under exam conditions haha.


Just discovered the
remote application for my phone.
I can control my
itunes from my bed now =D
Always thought it only
works on apple computers.



I finished my Amaths booklet of school mid-year papers! Not really very fast though. Many of my friends completed it months before... but I actually only seriously worked on it during tuition time. Time to start on the ten year series ^^

Feeling tired,
might sleep earlier today.

a message

Paul Washer.
A sobering message.
Gives you alot to think about.

Ok, i got 17 points instead
of the 18 points i counted.
Physics got pushed up to a B3.

The weather is so hot now.
Can't stand,
walking from downstairs
up to my room and
I can feel the
temperature difference.

O levels are 33 days away,
thinking positively,
there's more than a month left hahaha.
I seriously got to
work really really really hard on geog
especially.
I don't want a red mark
on my O level cert.

School seems to have gotten...
easier?
Don't really feel much stress
and it doesn't feel
very hectic unlike last term,
Maybe its because of
the classroom system or maybe
its because all we are doing
are practice papers.
No tests or such.
Haha, whatever.

My com is dying,
I want a macbook!!!

King of Glory

King of Glory
by Chris Tomlin

Lift up your gaze be lifted up
Tell everyone how great the love
The love come down from heaven's gate
To kiss the earth with hope and grace
Sing

Who is this King of Glory?
The Lord, strong and mighty

Lift up your hands be lifted up
Let the redeemed declare the love
We bow down at heaven's gate
To kiss the feet of hope and grace

There is one God He is Holy
There is one Lord over everything
There is one King He is Jesus
King of glory strong and mighty

You are the King of Glory
The Lord, strong and mighty

planned out

Haha okay.
Seems like I'm going
to America after Japan.
Japan on the 22nd of Nov,
then America on the 5th of Dec.
Would probably clash
with mission trip.

Played basketball just now,
damn fun but damn sucky,
after like donno how many months
of not playing. Haha
Feel really tired,
and I can feel my old
back injury aching,
comes back whenever I
exercise alot.

Think I'm going to
sleep early again
like yesterday.

Eighteen

Ok got back all
results already.
Passed SS/SSH got a C6
which sucks.
A low A1 for E Math.
Was so scared
I wouldn't get an A1,
my paper 2 was
really shitty, 70/100,
luckily paper 1 got 67/100,
which means i got 76.25% total.
Calculated my L1R5,
f***ing 18 points,
not even close to
my predicted based on PSLE of 13 points.
I hate humanities.

Okay, O's start in 5 weeks,
will probably have 8 hours of A/E math
tuition each week.
1.5 hours of chemistry,
1.5 hours of physics.
11 hours of tuition per week,
nice.
Got to rush my humanities,
to pull up my L1R5,
especially geography.

Sigh,
I feel so tired,
been concentrating too much
on sciences and maths,
neglected humanities
cos i just got no interest.
Don't know what I'm going to
do about geography and history/ss,
is there still
enough time to get a B4?

Miss the feeling of not
having any exams approaching haha.

Regardless of what i've
been saying,
I AM NOT SAD/DEPRESSED
or anything like that =D
Something random,
there's no such word as Irregardless,
it's like saying
double Regardless
I know alot of people
use it,
but Irregardless just makes no sense,
Regardless is shorter,
and one less syllable!

Been playing spore
on my iphone,
super fun! Haha
at lvl 18 now,
its getting harder.

3.5

Didn't do well for my prelims,
got back 3 and a half papers/results today.
Failed geog, passed history.
I could have got at least an A2 for chem,
got a B3 instead zzz.
English paper was hard so a B3 was expected.
A1 for A Maths, wasn't close to the top though,
got 82%, the top was 92%.

Not going to comment anymore.

FULL

Played drums today,
I think I played too loud zzz,
got to work on that haha.

Went to Vivocity for dinner.
Ate at the Tung lok Signatures.
Was very nice!
One of my favourite places to eat haha,
I like the way they
present the food.
Like the noodles in a bamboo,
and the big plates haha.
Its quite expensive though.

School's starting tomorrow,
results and papers would be returned,
no use worrying,
can't do anything about it now.
I still feel nervous though.
My school has taken away the homeroom system,
so now we just stay in one class!
It'll be a change,
I prefer that actually =D
Got to get used to sleeping
early again.
It was just one week
and I've got holiday "jet-lag'' haha.

On the right is lobster, on the left is wasabi prawn, looks nice right ^^

Although this looks like fish its actually tofu.

The noodles in the bamboo, my favourite!!!

Mango pudding.

Trying out my phone's camera,
Its quite clear =D

Regrets? Haha

Holidays are almost over.
Like shit, can't believe it.
Haha,
I realise I haven't done much work,
feel really really bad.

Had music ministry dinner fellowship
just now,
played games and all,
really fun!
Everyone was tired from laughing =D

Posting

I'll post something tomorrow.

sleepy

So its September holidays,
I am supposed to use it
to study!
Well, haven't studied much.
Attempted to study geog,
but fell asleep after reading... one page?
Haha, I'm slacking too much.
Spent most of today sleeping and watching tv.

i

I got an iphone!
Haha, downloaded so many
applications for it.

forgot to say,
watching wall.e tomorrow for teacher's day,
haha

too free

Finished breaking dawn haha,
its quite good.
But there is only one thing
I don't like about the whole series.
I think the ending sucks,
stupid way to end the story.

Hmm, going to relax for awhile i guess,
should make the most of it
before I start studying for O's.

3 more days!

Aaaaaah!
Feeling like shit now,
damn bored and nervous,
I don't feel like studying...
Physics paper 2 is tomorrow and
the rest are A/E Maths.
zzz I'm really scared I can't make
it to trinity college.
If I don't get in,
I have no idea where else to go.
I don't know why I'm having
these thoughts now,
I need to concentrate on exams.

It rained like crazy today,
like really heavy, hate rain,
it makes wearing slippers uncomfortable,
your feet get all wet and stuff.

Bought breaking dawn today,
but my mother's keeping it till Wednesday,
shit la, cant stand...
I want to read storybooks!
Enough of textbooks.

my wall

Alright, now above is my wall haha.
It has formula's and
important stuff to remember.
Haven't really wrote much physics stuff,
less than 2 rows
of post-its.
Prelims are going to be
over next week and
i haven't even wrote everything down,
except for maths.
If only i could take
my wall into the exam.

Didn't do as well as i hoped
for chemistry paper 1,
the teacher gave us the answers
right away so we all knew our mistakes.
Dammit got to work harder!

short and sweet~

I want to read Breaking Dawn!

sigh

Finished the 3rd book
of the twilight series,
haven't got breaking dawn yet,
glad I don't have it.
I still have human geog paper on wed.

Assembly today was quite stupid.
Just because Singapore won a medal yesterday,
our geog HOD wanted us
to celebrate,
we were in high spirits,
till he asked us
to sing "Count on me Singapore"...
Needless to say,
nobody sang except for the music teacher.
Haha,
if only assembly ended then and there.
The whole school got reprimanded
for "our unpatriotism" not being patriotic.
But who cares ya (:

Been feeling weird,
like... I don't know how to describe.
Its weird,
I've hardly felt stress and nervousness,
I should be nervous,
I need these damn marks!
Argh! maybe I'm too laid back
or something.
I actually read 3 STORYBOOKS
during my exam period,
Hahaha, this sucks.

Twilight

Oh my gosh,
I'm reading a girl book haha.
Finally borrowed some
books to read today,
after more then a month.
I miss reading,
newspaper just aren't enough.
Twilight by Stephenie Meyer
is awesome!



Damn, i shouldn't be reading,
i should studying,
but who cares!? Haha
I am so dead,
borrowed new moon and eclipse too,
I wonder how i'm going to study...

no more chinese?

Got back chinese results today,
didn't do very well i guess.
Got a C5,
my oral grade was a distinction,
which means that i did
pretty badly for my written paper.
Probably not going to retake
chinese at the end of the year,
wouldn't be using it anyway (:

Alright, i shan't think too much
about chinese,
got to move on,
SS paper tomorrow,
english oral on thurs,
history paper on friday...
HUMANITIES worry me the most,
SHIT! someone help me.

chill

take a chill pill.

a blank

hmm, don't really know what to talk about.
My room's a mess,
books, papers, notes all over,
on my table,
on the floor beside my table,
and just on the floor.

Been pretty bored lately,
things have also been quite monotonous,
its just exams and books
and tuitions etc.
Already looking forward to
the end of o level's haha,
that is in like 3+ month's time?

I'm super bored.

11 more days.

Wrote about disasters
for english compo,
the english compre was
quite hard,
higher than o lvl standard.

My mother bought
brownies from secret recipe,
was on sale,
43% off cos Singapore is 43 years old.
Haha, what if Singapore is 100 years old?

Chinese O Level Results

COMES OUT

ON NEXT TUESDAY,

12 AUGUST

Honor Him with your life and He will honor you

My prelims are really close,
starts this THURSDAY!
like..shit...
So not prepared for:
Geog
Social Studies
History

Basically im not
prepared for my
humanities subjects at all.



AND NOW,
i have something encouraging to share!

Today is Monday,
hence had chapel period in school.
The pastor's message focused on:
1 Samuel 2:30

Received an sms
from soon lee a few
days ago,
it was also focused on:
1 Samuel 2:30

God really speaks.

"Therefore the LORD, the God of Israel, declares: 'I promised that your house and your father's house would minister before me forever.' But now the LORD declares: 'Far be it from me! Those who honor me I will honor, but those who despise me will be disdained. 1 Samuel 2:30 (NIV)

School

Supposed to be doing
a geog quiz now,
but nobody's doing it.
Haha.

THE CHASER'S

Cant believe i didn't know
about this show before.
It's friggin' funny

Career Talk

Had a career talk
in school today.
Like 5 ex acs guys came back,
they formed the "panel".
One was a policeman,
head of some department.
My class is damn good,
we were supposed to write down
questions we had about careers
and pass them to our teachers
to be passed to the "panel".
A question to the policeman was,
"How did Mas Selamat escape?"
Sadly, it wasn't answered.

I hope im not falling sick,
feeling funny.

Barker Band

Today was the "seniors night"
Had a great time just now.
Dinner with the band
at 6+, then went for a concert,
A Capella Fest'08,
the music was really good.
There was no instruments,
only voices!
I wonder how they do it haha.

Super tired now, NIGHTS

Feeling Weird

Did not go for
my 4hr maths tuition today,
slept for more than
4hrs instead.
Feeling abit guilty and
regretting it now,
This sucks,
now i gotto make-up
another 4 hrs of tuition...
Been sleeping quite
late these past few days,
been really tired
in school and all.
Guess the sleep was necessary,
but the thought of
4-6 hr tuitions next week
make me sad.

My prelims are really close,
i think i am prepared
for my maths,
just really worried about
Humanities.
I really gotto
start doing my Humanities work.

Been watching the
itunes podcast for
"The Gruen Transfer"
Go watch it!
its really interesting and funny,
its about Advertisements,
how they work,
they also make really funny
joke Ads.
International Buy Nothing Day, HAHA.

Lol

Haha,
my sis bought a
40-inch flatscreen tv
and a ps3.
"Prepare for me"
so she says. Haha

Mole concept

It is like
watching paint dry
and grass grow...
It is soooo boring.
Have a 20 question
worksheet to do.
It is ALOT.
each question has at least 5 parts.
Only completed 5 so far,
due tomorrow...





shit

Thankful

This morning,
the drumset was repaired,
had no problems with
it at all.

The weekend has
gone past so quickly,
school's starting again
tomorrow,
lots of work
OVERDUE...
starting to get worried.

Today was a good day,
nothing much happened,
went to my aunties house,
had dinner there.
Getting tired,
but i gotto do my
chem work at least.

Thank you for everything today.

Time Changer

Watched a movie
at pastor's house today,
it was a christian movie
"Time Changer"
It really spoke about
how our society has
changed and
come to see sin
as something normal,
something that we would not
think is wrong.
It also said that
a man can live
his whole life with
good morals,
but if he does not
know Jesus,
he would still go to hell.
We all need Jesus
in our lives.

Music practice today
was, in my opinion,
really bad.
First there were
problems with the
sound system and
the wires.
And then,
the frets on my bass drum
came off!
So spent time fixing it
just to have it come off
again and again.
Spent so much time
trying to fix it
that i didn't have much
chance to practice.
I feel so unsure about tomorrow.
I should have
just concentrated on God
rather than on
the physical stuff.
I really regret it now...

Pls forgive me God, and make my heart right.

new skin again

Haha
I like the skin now
My previous one was
quite boring.

Have music practice later
Bye

sleep is now a thing of the past

Yesterday, we got our
biggest workload yet.
More then 10 sets of
notes/assignments
to do
and thats just for
chemistry...

After we got everything
chem teacher said
"with all these work,
sleep is now a thing
of the past"

whole class went like
"hahaha so funny!"

3 mock exams tomorrow
chemistry
amaths
emaths
shouldn't be much of a problem.
lucky there's no
humanities mock exam


Playing drums again
this week,
thinking of stopping soon
till after o's,
not sure when i should stop.
maybe after prelims?
haha, hope more of the
drummers would play
on sunday,
i'm like the most frequent
drummer now...

sec 4 is bad

i am so lazy

Been giving myself the excuse
that since i had so much
TUITION
i am too tired to do
work after that haha,
i think its true partly...
just thinking about
the work which haven't been done
makes me feel really bad zzz

dark knight

Haha, watched it today, was quite nice, the joker was damn good, quite freaky.

The following week is going to be just as busy as this week, bloody tuitions...

damn

20 Chemistry Electrolysis questions
80 Chemistry MCQ questions
2 History Essays
1 English Paper

They are ranked in order of urgency, but all are due tomorrow.


God pls help me

oooooh shit

I cant believe it, i meant to do work today, but i slept 4 hours!!! argh...

cell, after quite awhile

Went to Marc's house today for the hope track. The adults watched a movie while the youth had cell group. Had a recap of the youth camp, shared about what we liked/don't like etc. Sharon had a piece of paper with questions on it, one of the questions were "what was the WORST thing you LIKED about the camp?" laughed like hell.

During cell we also had to share about what we would want to do or what we are doing now that we had gone through the camp. We all had to say something and i said that i would want to spend more time talking to God. And guess what, Sharon made us all accountable for each other!! I pity Joanna, she has to read the whole book of Matthew everyday cos she said she was so free but did not spend time reading God's word. Sharon is going to quiz her each week haha!

Not playing drums this week, its a break after 2 or 3 weeks of playing. Quite tired now, going to sleep soon.

iphone

new iphone is out, but y is it not yet in singapore!! ):

viwawa

IM LVL 3 ON VIWAWA

i don't know what i'm doing

I need to clear my thoughts, i can't concentrate on studying, i don't feel like doing anything at all, maybe i'm just tired, not looking forward to anything, maybe i'm getting stressed, this is a really long sentence, i realise i'm talking crap, but i don't care...

maybe i'm bored, i need to do something new, i want to go out, computer games don't appeal to me anymore, i'm so bored, not looking forward to school tomorrow, have tuition tomorrow, haven't done finish tuition homework, haven't studied much, bored of all the songs i have, i'm tired, but yet i don't feel like sleeping, maybe i should just try to sleep, i move from topic to topic randomly, i feel sorry for the person reading this, i don't know how long i'm going to go on talking about random stuff...

have physics SPA tomorrow, i hope i do well, it rained today, went to renew passport today, went to cut hair today, didn't do much today, ok i'm going to stop.

sleep!

Was really tired today, caught up on some sleep. Came back from tuition at 5, slept at 6, woke up at 10.30 haha. Still feel tired though.

Bought the post-it debbie had during youth camp, the one which sticks on alternate sides, quite hard to explain haha.

My maths tuition tomorrow has been CANCELLED cos the teacher is sick, first time this has ever happened! So tomorrow i have 1 day off with no tuition at all!

Going to renew my passport tomorrow, it expires this month, so better get it done.

a july post

I realised i haven't posted in a long long time! Had lots of fun today, shall not elaborate for various reasons... haha. Tomorrow is YOUTH DAY! but i would probably still have to go for tuition, super sian. I got the movie "21" from my uncle, haven't watched it yet, wanting to put it onto my ipod, so if anybody knows how to rip a dvd pls tell me.

i don't like wednesdays

wednesday's are all single periods, means that my bag is super heavy and it is tiring to move from class to class every 40min zzz

back on

school has been quite ok so far. haven't been caught for any homework yet, teachers are forgiving (: my o lvl chinese oral i next wed and in 3 weeks is the listening compre. im not really worried about these though, no idea why haha. had my english oral prelim today, i either did well or did badly, dont think i talked enough zzz. my first written o lvl paper besides chinese is chemistry, which is on the 20th of October, that is in erm... 18 weeks if i counted correctly haha. I need to start studying my humanities like crazy! i definitely refuse to fail! haha

Just a random thing, i seem to be collecting postcards which i take from the "zocard" stands haha, i give myself the excuse that i would write my formula's on (mind u i have written formulas on them).

I've told myself that im not going to play computer games or wii or psp or anything of that sort, hope i can keep to that haha

i dont want go school i dont want go school

Haha, term 3 is tomorrow, my o lvl's r drawing nearer and nearer!! prelims r even closer then that shit!!! ok im going to be super random now. im going to talk about a alot of random things here and there lol.

Since im probably going to melbourne end of year, i have to do well for my prelim as i need my prelim results to apply, so you could say that prelims is slightly mroe important than o's right now haha.

Another random thing, the reason y i have a PhD in my wants list is cos my sister is finishing her PhD!!! cant stand ah haha, i must get also (:

Ok i forgot about the other random stuff haha, im off to sleep soon!!

I didn't want camp to end

Had youth service today, and terrence asked like who wished the camp did not end, well i didn't want the camp to end actually, the camp was like taking a break from everything, where i didn't have to worry about anything, like especially about my studies, it was a time where i could really concentrate on talking to God and all.

School is starting again on monday, i'm really dreading school reopening this time, i think its because i spent so much time going out and enjoying myself that i feel that i cant get back to normal school life with the great amount of work and tuitions... i think im probably going to melbourne to study next year, i don't feel that i can do so well that i would want to stay in singapore (i had told myself that if i got like 6 points i would stay).

Lots of things happened this holidays, im definitely going to remember this june for a long time. I cant believe i'm still tired from the camp haha, i need more sleep!!

Came back from youth camp this morning, i really enjoyed the camp, the speakers were good, the games were fun, loved it. I really want to thank the youth committee, the camp was really great!

I am so bored now, no idea why. There seems to be nothing to do haha. School is starting next week, I just can't stand the thought haha, My tuitions are going to keep me sooo busy, I don't even feel like counting the hours of tuition i have each week as i usually do zzz.

God, please give me your peace.

I changed my blog skin! Got bored of the old one, the words were too small etc. This skin has moving things, like the snail and the dog haha, i think its quite cool.

at long last

Haven't posted in a really long time, finished my o level chinese paper on Monday, think i did ok. Really bored at home now, I'm lazy to do homework, so i have nothing to do haha. I'm wearing retainers for my teeth now, im quite used to them now, the first time i wore them it was really hard to talk properly. Even though its holidays i still have tuition every week, hai sometimes i just wish i can quit tuition, but if i quit im gonna fail cos i wont be able to study by myself, i have no discipline! ):

mid years over

Exams are over!

no more braces!

just took out my braces today, feels so different haha and my teeth are so straight now (: many people don't know this, but i have been wearing braces since primary 6, which means I've been wearing them for about 3 and a half years, thats really long.

Have 2 more papers to go, amaths paper 1 and chemistry. I think it rained for awhile yesterday in soe other areas, but my area has been dry! zzz, weather is still very hot.

floods and droughts

Is it going to rain finally? A few weeks ago it was raining heavily, then this few weeks its been nothing but sun, except for a few hours each day since 3 days ago dark clouds appeared (not a single drop of rain fell however) and then disappeared haha.

My papers have been ok so far, except for physics zzz, maths should be absolutely fine, if i did not make too many careless mistakes, i forsee at least A2. I just completed the whole of diner dash 2 today, its a really simple and fun game. Go play it!

Daddy's Birthday!

Today was a busy day as usual. Woke up, wished my father happy birthday, then had to go off to 4 hours of maths tuition. Then went home to eat lunch and then had to go to church for music practice, practice lasted much longer than expected, almost 2 hours haha. Went to this place called Zhou's Kitchen at anchorage (opposite ikea), nothing outstanding about the food except for the price. Feel quite exhausted now, needd to sleep.

1 is not a prime number

Realised that 1 is not a prime number after the maths exam haha. Maths paper was not too hard, i think i can do pretty well. Geog was abit harder though, but since i did not have the concentration to study everything, i think i did my best.

Going to be busy tomorrow, have 4 hrs of tuition in the morning, followed by music practice in the afternoon. And its also my father's birthday tomorrow, so we are going out to eat (im not going for hope track). Next significant paper is physics (maths P2 shld be fine). Going to sleep now, BYE!

so hot

It has been really hot the past few days, really thankful to the inventor of the aircon. SS and SSH was quite ok today, don think i would fail. Really bored with studying...

no more english

The first paper is over, i have 5 more days till my next paper. Did not do any work today except for having chemistry tuition in the afternoon. Been watching initial d the anime, currently at the fourth season haha. So bored now.

this friday

this Friday is the start of my mid year exams! the first few months have gone by so quickly. I must do well for my studies this year, as compared to last year where i played so much and failed my mid years. God will always do his part, but i must do my own part for it to be effective. My tuitions are really helping me, i seriously doubt that my a/emaths would be where it is now if not for my endless tuitions haha.

Exams are coming, must not waste time

I must stop playing and start studying. Time to start geog and put a/e maths on hold. So busy this week, i need more sleep!

exams are near

I seem to be blogging weekly, well the week seems to past so fast and i always forget to blog haha. Well the planet shakers concert on Friday night was pretty good i think, but i find tim hughes better than the planet shakers band. Played drums for youth yesterday and main service today, quite tired. Been busy studying, i actually really sat down and studied properly for my geography test, first time i've done something like that this year i think haha. My mid-year exams are in 2 weeks, starting on the Friday which is the english paper zzz. I still do not feel in the mood for studying, but i guess theres no such thing as a "mood for studying" haha.

irregardless

Irregardless, this word just came to my mind a few days ago. I remember brandon telling me last year that there is no such word as irregardless haha, cant remember how the topic came up. This is so random haha.

Have many tests next week, i think its going to be a really busy week ahead.

must read then can sleep

This will be a short post. Felt less stressed this week, been reading books instead of playing psp, went to borders yesterday and bought a book by John Grisham, i like reading mystery stories haha. Im getting back my love for reading which i kind of lost for a few years haha. Theres school tomorrow nite (:

muse

Haha, it's been more than a week since i last blogged. Lots of things to say, but i am not really in the mood to say much. Been sick the past few days, had fever, cough, soar throat. My napha test is next week and i am still not fully recovered yet. I feel so tired with everything, i have so many tuition nowadays i hardly have free time, band practices are not helping, i want to do so many things, but i just don't have the time to do it. I think i am getting stressed out from all the activities i have... i really feel like quitting my school band, but i need the cca points haiz. The band concert at esplanade "acjc muse" was shit, the teachers and conductors had everything last minute, many of us were not prepared for the concert, i think the whole band did not have enough practice, was quite fed up today, my band juniors are really so immature and childish i cant stand it. Still have a history test tomorrow, haven't studied yet zzz.

I think the above paragraph made me sound angry haha, im not angry, just tired. God please grant me peace.

holidays are not holidays...

This march holiday did not feel like a holiday except for maybe on Thursday... Its been packed with tuition, extra classes and studying haiz. Now school is starting again, the week seems to have gone by so fast. I realised that this whole week even though its holidays, i've been getting up early like 8+. I think the extra classes were really stupid and unnecessary, they just make it feel like a normal school day again.

Played drums for church today, the songs were actually quite easy, they are all slow songs!! And slow songs are really hard to mess up, so i hardly made any mistakes. Soon Lee msged me and told me i played well haha.

Just looking at the amount of books i have to bring tomorrow makes me feel like not going to school haha. Gotto sleep, otherwise tomorrow cannot get up.

feeling a little like holiday

Yesterday (13 March)

After Amaths class, my cell group came to my. Had so much fun (: played wii until so tired! We created the wii characters for everyone who came(sharon. nick, jean, joanna) haha. My mum cooked lunch for everyone, and they really liked the fried prawns, nick kept saying it tastes so good. Went to island creamery after awhile, walked there, luckily it was only drizzling slightly so did not use the umbrella's i brought. Jean had to go home after ice cream to study as she has exams next week, so sad la haha. Went back to wii again and played rayman, played almost all the minigames. Everyone was quite tired after that.

Terrence came to pick sharon and gave a lift to me and joanna as we are involved in this Sunday's worship and worship prac was on Thursday night. Terrence picked shuanne up on the way. Worship was ok, a little boring though, danny unfortunately did not choose any fast songs at all zzz. Daddy came to fetch me after practice, gave shuanne and jerald a lift home. Everyone was quite tired i think (the stupid rain was quite depressing), slept in the car.

Today (14 March)

Nothing much to talk about, had 2 tuitions, chem in the morning and chinese at night. Went to cut hair today, orchard wasn't really crowded in my opinion sine its school holidays haha. one good thing is, it stopped raining!!! First time in 3 days (i think) my slippers did not get wet when i went out(:

Will post some pics from yesterday when i get them from shujean.

rain...

Been raining the past few days. When i want to go out, it would always rain and force me to bring an umbrella zzz. Sick of the weather haha, today it was so dark that it looked like it was evening at 2pm. It feels cold too, was freezing in band today, did not bring a jacket unfortunately.

Both physics and chemistry SPA's were quite ok i think, not too hard. I have another extra 2hr chinese tuition class on firday night, the teacher insists i have it as my chinese mid-year exam is just next week ): just before good friday on the 20th of March. I have a 2hr Amaths class before my cell comes, got to wake up early, so GOODNIGHT!

SPA's and tuition

This week seems to be full of them, 2 SPA exams and more den 10 hours of tuition on top of other remedial/extra classes, i usually have 9 hours, but because my chinese mid year is coming vry soon (20 March), i have to go for even more chinese tuition classes zzzz. Tomorrow is chemistry, hope i'm well prepared and would be able to do well haha.

I forgot to say on my previous post, that i have my first pair of frameless specs. It's from "silhouette", and its a really good pair of specs, very light (titanium), feels like i'm not wearing anything, seriously haha. The frame was actually my mother's but she didn't want it as her degree improved so she gave it to me, its a very expensive frame (more then 500 bucks!!) haha, all i needed to do was to change the lens.

Going to study now...

march holidays

I have a 1 week break! or what was supposed to be a 1 week break, i would be going back to school from Monday to Thursday, for chemistry and physics SPA and geography and amaths classes (not remedial, classes). Hope i will study this holidays and not play too much games haha.

Woke up early today, at 7.45am. Had breakfast with my cell, then went up to church for cell group haha. Service was quite good, the worship team played a song which we had never played before in church "The Lord Reigns" its by CFNI. Then in the middle of the service, God spoke through so many people, reminding us of his love for us, and many other things. Lately, my quiet time book has been about self control, i guess i really need saelf control in some areas of my life, it may not always be about emotions, it can be about many other things.

My cell is coming to my house for a cell "outing" haha, its just like a fun thing, cos we do not have youth service this Saturday and the whole youth was supposed to have a BBQ or something, but in the end the "special projects" ministry under the youth ministry decided to just let the cell groups do whatever they want haha. So this Thursday is going to be fun haha, i will finish amaths class by 10.30 and they should be coming over sometime before lunch (: Playing for Sunday service next week, and the music practice is also on Thursday.

Going to try to update my blog daily, i know that i have not been blogging much the past weeks.

music

Yesterday (7 March)

Had music ministry dinner. After dinner, we had to perform a skit, the script was already provided. There are 2 bands in my church, so we divided ourselves and each band had to perform one skit, it was so funny, laugh until stomach ache. We had to make up our own storyline as the one provided only had the starting and ending. After the fun performance, we all sat down and started talking about the music ministry stuff. Talked about many things, like how we should conduct ourselves during practice etc etc. Ended really late, like 11+ and i had to leave befoe it ended. It was a really eventful night haha.

Today

Went for band after lunch, went late at about 2.30 when it started at 2, but there were people later then me, it just shows the commitment level of the school band haha. Only stayed there for about 45 minutes, which was like the warm up and not the songs we are playing for muse. Had to go for music practice for youth service. During the music practice everything sounded ok... but during service itself, everything got abit screwed up, the keyboardist stopped playing like suddenly and the guitarist string snapped, its like so sway la, left drums and bass playing haha. Luckily it was almost the end already. It was also the keyboardist first time playing in our church, so its understandable, i screwed up so much the first time i played for church haha. Well, the most important thing is that our worship must be true, God will help us to improve, but our hearts must be set right before we can accomplish anything (:

not much

Been feeling really lazy to blog nowadays, and i still do not feel in the mood to blog. Life the past week have been totally normal so far, been doing my homework although i did not study for any test. Went to SAFTI camp this afternoon for the learning journey, it was really boring and a total waste of time. I realise i've been playing alot of dota, have to control myself.... i have SPA (science practical assessment) next week. SPA counts like 20% of my o lvl science grade. Next week's SPA is just the first of 3. Gotto work hard, must do my ten year series alrdy haha