Today wasn't too bad, feeling really positive and hoping dat i can go church dis sat! Bought 2 cds for my mother, think she likes it. I hope everything would continue to become better and everything would become normal again. Planning to join back music ministry in 1 or 2 months time, if i get too busy my parents might not want me to go church again so im stopping for awhile. But im definitely going for youth service as much as possible.

Lord i thank you for guiding me and helping me. I give You thanks in all that i do.

I do not want to make anybody sad or worried. I'm sorry for making anybody worry. I've decided to stop being emo, feeling better and looking forward to tomorrow, have a maths classes tomorrow, and its my mother's birthday. I do not know how I'm going to react or what I'm going to do... I would feel really bad if i just pretended to forget it, but so many things happened the last few days.

Lord I submit to You, please guide me in all my thoughts and actions, may it all be acts which are pleasing to You. You are the one true God I will worship only You. Please help me on tomorrow and continue to guide me.

I've been really depressed the past few days. My heart felt lighter after i went to church. I think things are getting better, today was the first time i smiled in front of my mother in 3 days, they said that they would get me a psp all of a sudden, but i much rather be able to go to church on Saturdays. Lord please guide my thoughts and actions and lead me by your Holy Spirit.

my first blog haha!